* Blue_ Heaven *

2010-04-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i'll be/i am on a long break from doing this
like anyone hasnt realised this by now :D

i mean no harm, when i say things that might not sound nice
ok, i hope you know what i mean when i say that :D
just got to know
i'm cool with everyone

heheheh.
EMIAJ,

i spelt too many names backwards,
its for self entertainment
lol.

2010-04-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

crazy stuff :D

ok i have one word for myself,
STOP

(:
heh

2010-03-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

WE DID IT :D

2010-03-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

having a serious bout of paranoia.
dunno where that came from

its like my head just split into two.

my workload's like what we get during the december holidays.
and i need to get some things right.
on the right track that is

the never ending to do list.
list do to ending never the

sounds the same back to front...front to back...

most times, its the to do later list.
and by the time i know it, times up
its exasperating.
nerve wrecking
any big words you can find!

let's just close our eyes
and breathe for a while

till then,

2010-02-27T13:11:00.002+08:00

at this point,

we did what needed to be done
we tried what has been tried
we ran when we needed to run
we fought where there was a fight

but the road's still long
and we're only tiny way through
the end is not near
because we not anywhere near an end

so keep believing
we'll keep fighting
to find what has yet to been lost

ah, some stuff...
have to express it in an unobvious way
subtle...

till then.

2010-02-19T20:32:00.001+08:00

i think,
i'm wasting my hours away.
on brainless things
darrrrrnnnnn, should have asked for it to be shorter.

but at this point, i just want it to get better and at least let me exercise!

GREAT.

2010-02-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

because...

i had my birthday
i dont get enough sleep
school hours are demanding
of paranoia
this year
worrying

i have aged -.-"

because
i still can have many birthdays
i kid myself
i push myself
i get involved in nothing(yeah right)
of some things
i'm still youthful

therefore, i'm still young!

yah right, worse is that worrying has aged me like 20++years
this is bad

ah, even if i'm rotting/planning for a long hiatus
these things still will stay

whatever.
stop worrying.
i'm getting wrinkles soon. -wails-

2010-01-30T12:20:00.007+08:00

ya, so i hope you get the hint :D

2010-01-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

hahahahaha.

dunno how else i can describe what i just watched xD

aish.
next time then.

2010-01-15T22:32:00.001+08:00

zzzzz...

means two or more things right about now.
sleepy,
sian-ded,
pain~

i think thats about it.
-.-""

1 month and it's still not okay.
HAH.

2009-12-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

okay so its the 2nd last day of the year!!!!!
lol, i'd rather talk about the 2nd last day for some reasons:

it's the 2nd lastime i'll be writing XX/XX/09 on paper
it's the 2nd lastime i'll be saying "eh! this year this this that that is gonna happen"
it's the 2nd lastime i'll be thinking "when is the year going to end" (cos it's going to end tmr -.-")
it's the 2nd lastime i'll be calling "3/8"?
it's the 2nd lastime i'll be wondering when i can watch 'rated' movies (hinthint!)

ah. i cant think of anything else.

make your own
and laugh at it next year. -.-"

2009-12-26T11:01:00.002+08:00

just realised my flashplayer's not really up to standard.
geesh.

ever had those times when you know you should be doing something yet you dont?
and the more you dont do it, the better you feel about yourself?!
ok, weird theory
it's like i think there's still a lot of time left...

ah great.
2010, cant wait for it to be overrr
and i havent even started yet

yup, the chickens hatched before i could count them

ah well, bye for now

wait wait.
that wasnt right
its i counted the chickens before they hatched

:O
i need to start to 偷笑 now.
or i'll grow crazy.

2009-12-24T15:37:00.002+08:00

lol. out of curiousity, i went to watch what Ring Ding Dong was all about (for some reason)
which has been out for quite sometime
oh man, got it stuck in my head
the tune's catchy
but the english lines dont make sense, ok so i dont understand 3/4 of it!
it doesnt help if you only recognise two members O_o

lol for the randomness of it :D

yes,
i have nothing better to do

bye

2009-12-21T15:19:00.003+08:00

i think i'm laughing too much at things that arent really funny.
laughing disease. :D

ok, snap out of it.

christmas in 4 daysss!
and 2 for an official one week with my injury.
yes, its still bad. ><

i'm like an official 2 legged [i dont know what to call it.]

:D

2009-12-13T18:27:00.001+08:00

lol! i'm junking on......
stuff.

dunno how to put it :D
lazy post la.

later.

2009-12-07T15:35:00.001+08:00

i feel heavy without even placing food in my mouth.

eeeeeeeee..
nice trip i had.
but i'm too lazy to talk about it.
ask me about it if you're curious.

but i wont ramble about it so much as my other trips.
cos no one's interested anyway.

that was so redundant.

bye for now.

i need to shed some calories yo!

2009-12-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

again. i'm going crazy.
-.-"

i have this thing.
that i dont know how to put into words...

weird feeling..
geesh.

i think i need to throw myself off a cliff or something.

suddenly thought of the song unwell. T_T
i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell, right now you cant tell.
but soon enough you'll think of me.
and how i used to be.

hope that's right.
LOL.

one person makes all the difference.

GAHHHHHHHH.

2009-11-29T19:04:00.003+08:00

ok. i shall post something.
even if it means two lines of crap.

ok, kidding.
nothing much, just that i had camp. then i havent touched my homework.
then i'm going off on a cruise. wish i can super go somewhere else.
tsktsk. still have not touched most of my homework.
erm. i need to fish out the lastest songs.
erm. i dunno, it seems i have a never ending to-do list.
my life is ____.
fill it in.
you'll come up with many i expect.

did i mention, i havent touched most of my homework..

ok. ONTDHD.
(obsessive need to do homework disorder)
or more commonly known as. OCD.
LOL.

2009-11-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

my dark circles are Horrible.
with a capital H.
ha!

my holiday isnt a super long one.
ah, great
and next year, i think my dark circles will start spreading around my eyes.
and i'll sprout facial hair.
scary much. that description actually sounds like i'm some man.
:O

if i doze off halfway through this...
i shall start attaching a piece of string to a strand of my hair.
lol! every time my head goes down, ouch, and it goes back up again.

MY POINT:i need to sleep earlier

haha.

did anyone realise it's FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN TOMORROW?
not that it really matters anyway.

oh ya. there's SPA.

gahh. i'm smiling to myself....
dont ask why :D

2009-10-24T11:20:00.003+08:00

gahh, i'm super lazy.
its not the same typing everything out!!?!
i like writing better.
-.-" i'd better get a life and start on it.

haha.
e learning stuff la.

-.-"

[edit]
and i took so long.
i'm crazy. i'm crazy
[end of edit]

2009-10-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

i dont know to call it yayness or something else.
oh wells.

my eyes are currently going to drop out of their sockets soon
either from too much eyecandy or er. un-eyecandy.
whichever way to put it. :D

nothing else really to add.
just that i wont have a good break next 2 months?
gah, hopefully, it'll turn out right
:D

toodles.

AHHHHHHHH!
iwantiwant! :D

2009-10-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

i've forgotten i actually typed that thing in. omg..

haha. ah so wipe it out of my mind for now

i dunno what else to say!
the standard standard things la.

ciao!

2009-10-02T20:45:00.003+08:00

i feel like disappearing into the floor.
my chinese's going to suffer after today.

ah, i have no time for regrets and what could have beens.

lol.

EOY.
i think i need a miracle to make it through!!
:D again, my hope tangles on a string.
-.-" cant seem to find the string though.

2009-09-29T22:39:00.001+08:00

so complicated!

dunno why, felt like saying it.
this isnt going anywhere.
lol.

i need something to push me to revise my work.

omg.

imma lost cause. :D

2009-09-25T20:32:00.003+08:00

ok, it seems like i'd been on a long hiatus.
haha the hiatus will continue!
until i have the mood, like today!
-.-"
today, did really stupid things.
like... i dunno wanted to try out being erm, that bit crazy for a little while
but kinda failed cos i ended up feeling pretty stupid about the whole thing
haha.
ya, i got phobia of being L-A-T-E.
lawls. something's wrong with me.

aside from that, i have yet to hit the books.
LITERALLY.

GTH, EOY.

somehow everything's different this year.
GTH GTH GTH, WTH WTH WTH.

ok. stop.
it ends here!

2009-09-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

i've gotta hate my math homework.
-.-""
ah nvm..

omg. -faints-
forgetit :D

2009-08-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

ok, i think i'm slow. :D

watched fragments of MJ's world tour, munich.
so cool can.
hope all fans will watch (hinthint)
but lol.
so sad.

the fans were... WOW.

-.-""

nothing to say la.

2009-08-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

c.f two posts down.
i got my dead end
and i dont think i cant bang it down.
hah!

nothing else.

LOL.

2009-07-31T14:12:00.000+08:00

i have nothing.

lol.

:D

2009-07-17T18:28:00.002+08:00

i'm thinking of how to make this sound nicer.
haha. lawls.

ok. my road to improvement is probably short and well i might meet a dead end and stuff.
cos i cant seem to pick up the vibe for it.
maybe the cross-over was a bad choice for me.
yet i dont seem to regret making it though...
somehow i dont even know why it gets on my nerves when people are so hyped up about it.
i'm weird. really really really weird.
hahah.

aw shucks. too bad i'm not some prodigy who can write brillant screen plays/ poems/ short paragraph. like i sound i mean this but actually i have an underlying message and tone

RUBBISH STUFF ALERT.

ima gonna need loads of oxygen next week.
and a whole lotta halfemveesquare or emgeh.

haha.
haha.
haha.

i wont be the one who gets the last laugh.

nvm.
i'll come around.

2009-07-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

lawls.

i dont know what else to describe whats going through my mind right about now.

hawhaw.

ciao.

2009-07-13T18:57:00.001+08:00

today was a super scary day.
haha. not literally scary, but figuratively speaking.
haha. i dont even think i'm making sense.

modulus kills half your brain cells.
the linear sketches are super depleting them
even the quadratic ones are better!
seriously. that's just for the randomness.

something's wrong with me.
cant seem to stay awake.
:O.

oh gosh, the curtains just got drawn.
i dont like the setting sun's rays.
but i like sunsets.

that's super random.

-.-""
i'd better stop.

2009-07-12T20:09:00.002+08:00

trying to find ways to not get distracted.
i need to do homework! :D
but cant seem to get my butt off this chair.
lawls.
been catching too much Zs for the weekend.
feel like i dont know what.

gahh, i dont like it when i dont know when my tests are.
hint hint. D:

nvm.

2009-07-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

i'm going solo!

at least in status.
not the single solo but solo solo.
aiya, not some relationship stuff. (since when!? :D)
haha. cool, it'll be a challenge for me.

that sounds super wrongly phrased.
omg. dont take things the wrong way!
nvm.

till then.
july i really need to survive.

2009-07-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

suddenly everyone's hooked up on the wonder girls.
ahaha. it's cute. -.-"

Wall.E on teevee. i remember watching it on the plane to i forgot where. most likely taiwan.
nearly make me sleep. even though it was a rather nice story, different.

omg. i'm rubbish-ing my way through.
:D.

i dont even know what plans i have tmr.
wanna go there. but dont want to go there.
contradicting...

nvm.

i hope i survive july.

i dunno why i said that.

-.-"

byee.

2009-07-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

forty and 2. four oh two.

lol. dunno why i feel so sleepy/latargic these days.
lack of oxygen?
lack of sleep? or both.

ah, i'll come around.

some time last week, i was stuck in a flat piece of land
cooking/eating/crapping with other people.
watching the sun set.

GOOD TIMES.
good times.
good times.
goood times.
good times.
good times.

i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell :D

2009-06-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

lawls. its almost the 29 of june. which means term 3. which is also time for me to say BUMMER!
it feels different to be going back to school after like what seeing the school for at least 2 weeks.
lawls. i think i'm going to be a pain in the butt for i dunno what reasons/ reason.
hope it's going to be a good term
i know its going to be :D
can feel it in my bones.
hahaha.

ok. out.
3/8!

2009-06-26T18:50:00.003+08:00

ahha, this is like the first time in five days that i have touched the comp.

:D

so anyway, i was rotting this thing
although it wouldn't have made the difference if i made soooo lively
hahaha

was away, that's all i'll say
a journey, a test what you want to call it
ok so its a leadership camp.
but to me, it's really more than that.

need to catch up on my zZz and hw.
geesh, for 5 days, that was the least i needed to worry about.
haha. ok, 4 and a half.

whatever,
SUN, KAYAKS, EXPEDITIONS, HARDEN MUSCLES, SUNBURN, BITES(all sorts), FRIENDSHIPS, JETTY JUMP and a whole lot more stuff.

you'd probably guess where i was.
no prizes for a right answer, ahhaha

thanks CHARLIE.
everyone in it.
from the FFC(inside joke), biscuit girl, 175 to dramamama or queeen. whatever and i dunno what other stuff i can remember.

nobody nobody but yooou.

omg. polluted.
haha.

so then again, thank you.
you know who you are :D:D

2009-06-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

been irritated bout the same thing for a few days.
which leads up to sleepless nights.
geesh.

dont know why but i get the feeling that my blog sounds too emo.
haha.
like the posts sound monotone if you read if aloud. (okay, so no one would do that, but you could try!)

ah, so LOL, ROFL, LMAO.

dunno what that was about
haha.

maybe i should be frozen to death.
like how the fish and prawns die in the supermarket.

kidding ^^.

I SURVIVED!~ :P

2009-06-15T11:02:00.001+08:00

monday blues.
maybe its the knowledge of a tough week ahead.
i might start hating mondays.
but thats hardly sensible.
hahaha.

mundane monday....

i have homework and i skived for the whole of last week.
i'd better stop daydreaming.

ciao.
i see if i survive the week!

2009-06-10T13:22:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, weird spongebob song playing on the tv.
haha.

its lunchtoons and MTV for me!
lol.
homework's like the foreign word right now
trying to get it finish. but the prospect of doing that SS testpaper makes my hand rot in ___. haha, it still hurts$^$%^&&%*!

again we can see stars.
and have a diarrhoea of stars.

SS was okay.
good that rachel's back
can start laming without being weird.

:D ciao.

OBS!!

2009-06-06T11:55:00.002+08:00

hi.

i'm getting a wee bit irritated.
make that a lot.

lol. better not think about it.
shicks.

my arm isnt any better.
D:

help me out of this one. (:

2009-06-03T11:17:00.003+08:00

gah. my flashplayer's turned off.
cannot watch shows!

even my flashbox isnt working.
ah great.

dont feel like going to school.
but the rehearsal's are coming along alright.
:D

lol.
till then.

2009-05-26T21:44:00.003+08:00

lol. right at the top of my holiday(or the lack of it) is homework. :D
wish i could brainwash them and like have the whole four weeks to myself.
i think my 2nd week will be packed.
cos even though its the only week that i get an official off.
it means catching up.

why am i even bothering about this xue te.
shicks.shicks.shicks.

lol. doesnt sound like the real word, but oh wells.

i'm so not looking forward to report card.

*****.
not that that means anything,
see stars people.

see stars. *****************

2009-05-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

everyone's crazy over the korean show, boys over flowers right about now.
haha. i havent even watched an episode.
call me no life/stupid/what you want to say.
lawls.
i lazy switch to channel 7 on my teevee every sat.
haha. make me...xD

i'm like a devout fan of other things/people/places/ i dont know what i can think of right now.
hahahahaahaha.

lol. i wonder how i survive so many blows.

i wonder how i survived the last 15 years and how many months, days,seconds,milliseconds,nanoseconds blah blah blah seconds.

i really wonder.

2009-05-23T14:51:00.002+08:00

lol. this skin is seriously random. :D
the pictures are like not even cohesive!

i like :D

1 more week to the school unholiday.

lawls.

ciao.

excuse the randomness! :D

2009-05-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

wow.

today had only 1 hour of lessons. haha
and it was maths.
okay,so its alright, but it made me realise how seriously dumb i am.
nvm, no questions asked.

ylbfb so random.
what 13 horoscopes now.
haha. it was purly entertaining.

AND finally, a show that i can watch.
:D

actually more like two shows or three.

aiya, got show can ready.

please tell me i've turned cheena.
:D:D

ciao!

2009-05-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

i feel pure horrible.
i mean i feel really horrible.

HORRIBLE
HORRIBLE
thats horror with ble.
okay,that doesnt make sense.
lol.

do i want to talk about it?
maybe not.
it'll just remind me how bad i'm doing.
and how badly i wasted the effort.
i dunno what to make of it

on a lighter note.
ignore the emoness of the last two or three paragraphs.
and i can say i can finally let my hair down.
at least for now. until the holidays come.
then i'll start panicking or drain all my brain juice.

i dunno what to make of this.
i dunno what to make of that
i cant make sense of everything.

CANT.

haha. so much for the unemoness.
i'm mental.

i shall cheer up in a matter of hours....negative energy please be dispelled. :D

i hope.

2009-05-18T18:51:00.002+08:00

like.
speechless.

i've becomed the 宅女for the day.
ok. you get the idea dont you?
being stuck indoors.
not that i'm on quarantine or anything.
hahaahha. i seriously need to expand my social circle.

or maybe not.
there's many i know.
but so few i'm close to.
thats enough for me i guess.

:D
this is just so random.
JYJY!~

2009-05-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

hello.

i realise i've been just talking a lot the past few days.
and to the weirdest combination! :D
what's the name again??
AWF? or was it like TWC.
lawls. we're seriously crap :D

so anyway. mye's off the list of things to do.
ya. so now its worrying about post mye.

i already have a F9 staring straight at me..
or make that 8 F9s.

whatever,
i'm about to weep typing this.

now i'm starting to worry about EOY.

bummerrrrrrrrrr.

2009-05-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

it was physics today.
thought i wouldnt finish the paper.
wrote wrong units.
converted wrongly.
small---> big.
i went from big---> bigger.

hahaha seconds and milliseconds.
wont forget that.

get a good grade please.
or my studying would be down the drain.
this is the only subject i'm sorta caring in this sense.

wow.

other than that.
GG for the rest.
e.maths.
SS would be the worse.
worse.
worse.
worse.

even its echoing in my head.
geeeesh.

amaths tmr. then i can die on thurs cos its chem.

ah.

i've had enough of MYE le. :D

roses arent red.
violets arent blue
i cant bear to type in the last line for you.

hope that rhymed.
hahahaha.

i'm like going to have the label "random person."
actually its not really the case of "going to have" but i've already "made it"

whatever.
rambles.
rambling.

its 12th may.
HAHA/
just thought of the retarded stuff we did today mannxzz.

2009-05-05T20:06:00.004+08:00

hahaha. let's make this quick. i'm super pro to like be doing this now, when i can spend the productive minutes studying.
so it's all going downhill from here.
:D
plaster on the big grin!

lol, i'm super wu liao

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了，谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题，却被你解开了，简单的解开了。
你走过来，带着和别人不同的对白，
你甚至不让我知道，你对我有多好。
慢慢的这份爱悄悄地住下来，深深的在心里没人看得出来，
安静的但却一直都在，是你默默的爱，
慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖，浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待，
不用说我就能够明白，是你默默的爱。。。
虽然只是几个星期，我只是开始习惯这一切。
超舍不得。

2009-05-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

okay after what seems like ages, i'm finally posting!

not that i have anything to talk about really.

EXAMS.
you're done
DONE.

you doom, done.

ciao.

2009-04-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

i picture this:

i start to make my eyes drop out from crying.
and i've drenched myself in tears.
hoho. over a test.

hahaha. cool picture.
but i hope that will never happen.
its dumb to cry over spilt milk.
oh standard answer.

my humanities can be on the chopping block le la.

ciao! :D

2009-04-12T16:02:00.003+08:00

AHHH!
i super lazy to get started!~~~~~~

lol.

Labels: car wash, massive water parade, 天才冲冲冲，weird but cute english, sleepy, food!

2009-04-07T20:21:00.003+08:00

ever had those days when you're exceptionally naughty and erm. have series issues with yourself?? haha.
lol. i have neurological problems.
like brain damage.
okay fine, not literally.

i'm also paranoid.
gahh. thats me.
last year, it was that
this year, it is this.

HOHOHO.
i do have my delinquent days.
the spellcheck is going easy on me.
LOL. i have no confidence in spelling.
ahhahaha. i mix up my vowels.
some people reckon its mild autism.
hahaha. but. lol.

everything's so random.
its good friday in like 3days.
i dread tomorrow though.
whatever. the days events are affecting my line of thought.

shall end here.
least i ramble.
darn! i already did.

i'm talking to myself.
i'm stressed to conclude.

OVER WHAT?

EVERYTHING.

我站在回忆的路口，
搜集我左胸口
暴走的寂寞
赤裸裸的失落
一目了然的痛
让我无法说泪是因为吹风...
-寂寞暴走

我发现，自己蛮脆弱的

2009-04-05T21:49:00.002+08:00

lol. random thought.
i dont get everything pretty much.

i've been sleeping like __ during this weekend.
haha, i think i'm seriously sleep deprived during the weekdays.
but seriously everyone's like zombied and dark circled just about now.
it wasnt like that all the time

hahhhaa. like that can be solved.
cant wait for thurs. :D:D. hope nothing foils it.
circumstances aside :D

anyway.
this is such a random post.

ciao :D:D

oh ya. its 5th april and it's my primary school friend's birthday today.

happy birthday jon tan :D

i havent forgotten.
hehehehe.

走路都在飘，吃不饱，睡不好，
脑袋都坏掉，心狂跳，太糟糕
有没有听到千里外渺小的呼叫！~
-越来越爱。

2009-04-02T20:10:00.001+08:00

geesh.

feel like leavin this blank. hahahaha

cos that's how blank my mind is.
like. white space. white space. or white noise you call it?
WHITE NOISE, WHITE NOISE.

LOL. haahaaaaaaaaaa. :D

this is getting whacked.

ciao! :D

2009-04-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

omgomg. the past three days have been crazyyy. actually. yes. okay, i just had something at the back of my head.

i'm what you call having verbal diarrhoea where there is seriously no order in what i'm saying that makes it hard to understand what i mean.

LOL. slowly man
i think i'm going to miss two tests tmr.
omg. i don wanna miss those two.
cos its double maths.
hais.

so, my chaotic two days have ended.
i think its because of the cursed thing.
glad i got rid of it.
-hinthint-

some things have seriously been blown up in the forums.
okay so maybe because i'm not one of them
so. i'm not affected.
but we need to learn to chill when these kind of things happen.
like chill manzzxzz!

i dunno what i'm saying.
haha

will there even be a NEXT time

YYL
CYR
WDC
WZ.

great...

2009-03-28T10:42:00.000+08:00

i realised that the dictionary is too proper! haha you need an URBAN dictionary to solve your slang issues. lols. its super funny.

haha. was looking at R's blog then i thought that we should replace the word lame for something else. cos we're getting tired of that word eh? hahahah

so i sieved out and found something nice: Craptacular!

dunno. i think it sounds weird its spectacular minius spec. ahahah.
Teenagers :D

2009-03-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

gosssssh.

PE.
really makes me wanna. PE. erm. i shall think of where that is going. haha
i dont really want to do it over again.
its agony.
lawls

its like i ended a relationship!
haha, too bad it isnt.
lawls.

my sis is so free, SHE IS IN j2
i'm the total opposite.
when i'm just young enough to be enjoying.

dunno what i'm posting.

ciao:D

2009-03-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

today is one of the rarer days which i post twice. haha cos i forgot to add one part in.

CHANNEL FIFTY-SIX
those two words are killing me right about now.
haha. and the next three words, i'm flipping
MYSTERIOUS INCREDIBLE TERMINATOR.
or PI LI MIT.

lol.
i was like channel surfing here and there, then i by-passed fifty six and there it was.
7-8.
haha. i dunno what my point is here.

but lawls.
it'll be nice to watch it on WIDE screen.
without the fuzzy audio(okay, so i'm exaggerating a little) and pixle-lated video(haha, it isnt so bad)

whatever, its a nice show if all else fails.

this is crap!

2009-03-20T11:40:00.001+08:00

hahahahahaaaaa..

yesterday felt like friday,
today feels like i've lived friday all over again.
lawls. actually, it feels as if it were a day in the weekday that never existed.
that easy to digest? haha

and i like stayed up to watch weird kiddy shows all over again.
titles i do not feel like disclosing.
i'll be down in history books as a oversized kid.
haha. but i'm still young at heart.(i hope)
dont like to grow up too fast.

so random.

ciao world

2009-03-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

watched race to witch mountain.

hahhaha. nice title.
you can totally change it to race to which(witch) mountain?
LOL. its like the mountain came up at the last bit.
-.-""""

its nice still.
entertaining. hahahahaaaaaa.
i have nothing else to say about it really.
i have mixed issues la.

ciao.

2009-03-16T11:38:00.001+08:00

my gosh. they want my eyes to pop isit.

and lol...
EXCITING MANXZZ. :D

haha. weird postings.
its the march holidays!?!?!?!
YAYness.
i have 6 days left.
that's not a lot.

SOBS.
i'm such a wet blanket! :D

2009-03-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

lol.
1 march already?!.

next post will probably be next year! (depends on my mood)

haha.
i dont know why i'm so touchy on certain issues these days.
tsktsk.

i'm fine.

for now.

2009-02-19T20:10:00.001+08:00

371st. and still counting/hanging! :D

whatever. i'm been so busy and packed, filled to the brim,how do you wanna call it, lol.

we successfully got into quarters! woo!~

i have nothing else to say at this point.

toodles.
i really need my sleep.
sobs.

2009-02-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

i'm about to sleep doing this post. hahaha. posting at unearthly hours.
just realised i want to watch my PLMIT badly.
missed about 7 weeks.
but i know whats going on!
so i'm waiting for the last episode to super come out.
then its san guo time.

dunno if it's worth watching.
oh wells, wont know till i watch it! :D

haha, i'm rambling about dramas.
doubt i have the time to even watch em.

good thing they have superstar express on teevee.
yayness.

whatever, this was a super random post! :D

anyway,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ❤
:D

2009-02-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

wow, i'm home early today. :D

and wow to another great and hard fought match! :D
it was really really great to watch cos they fought it out with all their hearts :D
and i was so happy i had a little droplets. haha. lawls.
GOOD JOB SENIORS!!!!!! :D:D

good luck for the rest of the matches, c div, b div! :D

Ciao.

2009-02-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

lol, is my blog too hard to understand? lawls. try to make this as simple as possible. hahaha
but the whole point is for me to understand in the moment and forget it the next because i dont want to remember the bad points of my life. T_T hahah. prose isgood people. prose is good...

anyway, dumbly(according to certain people) got a phone for school(the policies they have!) when i could have borrowed from certain someone. haha. yeah true. i'm deprived of my music and bluetooth and whatever, its my loss, its someone else's gain. hahahaha.

i'm laughing like nobody's business. lawls.

just had a really good revelation, hope i can keep it up.
but seriously... i guess i'm piling up unecessary stress la.

lawls.
bye world.

2009-02-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

first note of caution, this is going to sound rather whiney.
but feel free to entertain my nonsense.

VANETTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
you dont know how sad i am. D:
please read this manxz!

okay, done.

secondly, apologies if i scared everyone off today.
natural reaction. D:
i have a nack for scary shouts.
oops. i'm fine.

lol. could i close my eyes...
and...
nvm, shant continue,
you feel in the blanks! :D

bye.

2009-02-02T21:08:00.001+08:00

hate my moods.
-.-" or maybe i'm just PMS-ing.

lawls. too early.
will experience more of this
especially this month.

but thankfully i'm not in it alone.
:D
trying my best to not make this emo. haha.

an jing de li liang!
chances. chances.
no luck.
just, chances.

2009-02-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

i just realised my grammar is horrible.
would you just look at the previous post! -.-

2009-02-01T21:59:00.001+08:00

i'd probably die before the week even starts. :D

just watched finish _____.
its cool. but _ _ _ should seriously get some rest. :D
whatever, this doesnt really concern you or me, nor is it productive..
lol.

i dunno, should i submit the thingy.
lol.

2009-01-28T10:19:00.001+08:00

hello!

first of all. happy chinese new year :D
lol. third day and i'm having a SCHOOL holiday! thats really really cool.

hate the blister that's on my little toe, its like a dingshizhadan, will burst and gross liquid starts flowing out. okay, i better spare you the gruesome details.

i didnt know....
but i certainly will want it! :D

2009-01-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

quickie
before i get rammed for being up too late and. lawls. its the NIU year. haha

omg. just realised i missed out a lot in the one week.
to me its a lot...

must find a catchup weekend.
omytians

2009-01-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

okay i feel depressed enough listeninng to such an emoative song. haha. shant tell you what song though. -.-" thats unimportant.

realised lit has so many things to look out for, you have to peel the whole meaing of a sentence out until its core(or can you even reach the core) and even one word holds so much meaning.
thanks man, for making me take such a profound subject.
my english is sub-standard, dunno how i'll survive, but i'll hold out and see how it goes. it's worth the effort? i can get more poet-ty. (LOL)
but i think i'll end up going bonkers at the same time cos i have too many things to discover.

why am i even rambling about such weir stuff? my gosh. ignore that part manxxz.

my home tutor is pro. :D
first time the whole class actually participates in something.
so... class-y. hahaah. no high-class, classy but like really like whole class.
argh, my eng is substandard, remember?

then again, why am i so random??!?!.

whatever, lets end here. i'm high becos i have not enough rest.
irony.

你应该被珍惜！

2009-01-14T18:22:00.002+08:00

:D:D.

maybe i'm forcing my smile out.
dunno.
hectic life these days, but it'll take some getting used to anyway.

i hope i'm not sounding cynical.

it's not up to me to decide anyway.

2009-01-11T14:46:00.001+08:00

lol.

i'm getting irritable.
actually, i think its the aftereffects of going on holiday for too long.
the transition's too drastic. lawls.

i dunno what i'm saying exactly, just that i feel like a zhu.
haha. could sleep soundly twice yesterday.

gosh.
i dunno what will become of me

2009-01-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

gahh, simply cant find the time to update this thing! lol. like this has become rather stale and dead in the past few years. haha. occasional tags and encouragement. thanks though, or i'll be talking to myself! haha

and the mini get together today, made me super nostalgic.
i miss 2/9!! :D let me announce that loud and clear.
but 3/8 wont go unnoticed. :D rest assured.

guess my busy schduel only allows me to update this thing around weds and thurs... fridays are out of question, although its the shortest day. like omg. CCA...
so if it rots let it rot, i'll revamp it when i have the mood, time and more importanly, ENERGY. having a lack of that..

it just takes some getting used to.
lol.

带我走，到遥远的以后...

2009-01-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

well, everyone's wondering how i have survived with this url for so long.
let's just say i'm a sentimental person and like to keep stuff till it gets real old/ spoilt. and a blog's one thing that wont really get destroyed from natural causes. (lol!)

haha, simple...
have tonnes(tones) of books to bring tomorrow.
like omg. but i like my subjects!

toodles.

2009-01-01T16:21:00.002+08:00

just changed the skin off this. lol. like its a real person! haha
although i dunno why it's autumn.

nvm.
it's the new year.
like wow.
what have i done in 08? i think i'm starting to forget.
not a case of STM. just that it feels distant. cant recall the memories.
well, the early part of the year anyway.
with the horrendous chinese marks and stuff. and the new art teacher.
erm, why am i recollecting at the wrong time? like omg. it's 09!

okayokay, i must admit i have mindset.
cant get used to the number 9. somehow 8 feels super complete. like its fulfilled. argh. it's gonna be the same every year la. -.- tsk.
MINDSETS!~

have a good year.
i will still continue with the url.
and throw a 5 year anni.

OMTIAN. this website is not even famous.
hoho.
bye.
randomness.

2008-12-30T13:32:00.003+08:00

wow, my post just got rejected. OH WELLS.

2008-12-26T22:03:00.002+08:00

staring at the rubik's cube in front of me! took us great pains to solve! ><

-sighs-
yup, christmas is over. now i have to look forward to school.
like omytian, i have been rotting since october, how to un-rot myself?
and i think my brain has shrunk by 12% because i have been doing rather brainless stuff that doesnt require much thinking.
not to mention going high. -shakes head-

hah. whatever i like...

i'm hyped up for the wrong reasons.
i dunno how to stop! :D

2008-12-23T16:05:00.002+08:00

had a match today with FMSS. haha.
like they're fast and good! they're good. good. good...
like that's all i can say mannzxxzzx.

haha. saw PLMIT complete set at a vid shop that i shant disclose :D it's expensive kay!
dont even know if it's the correct version, the show's not even done yet! on tv anway.

-.-" so.
thats 2 days to christmas.

fast,
let's see...
11 and 13 more days.

11 daysssssss. my goshh..
remind me again,
how i got into this.
i'm wacked. seriously.. lalalala~

2008-12-22T14:49:00.004+08:00

have been wondering for a while what i did last month and in the last week of october.
(most definitely not studying!)

hmm.. let's see,
about 2 weeks gone. plus another 2.
i think i spent one month rotting
and the rest training and homework.

sheesh. cant keep track.
who bothers anyway..
ignore that part.. :D

3 days come, 3 days go!~
and one month since.
22nd DEC 2008, i think i'll like this date for a while.
hohohoho.

i dunno what i'm up to.
getting tied up in this stuff
i'm not getting anything out from it by just sitting here.
then again, i cant do much,

i dont have control over such things.
argh. i miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _...
then again, for what!??!
eye candy. LOL.
我烦恼，烦恼，太烦恼，并不好！

2008-12-21T16:06:00.002+08:00

:D posting a quickie,

seems like i've disappeared for a number of days. haha. not to mention 19th DEC...
went really crazy and hyper and high-ed like mad.
till my voice went hoarse after the whole thing ended.
like omg. -.-.

let's cut short by giving you descriptions:
cool, popular, famous, favourite songs, fun, awesome atmosphere, chasing cars.

lol. guess where i was! :D

2008-12-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

hello world.

i have no better salutation than this. -.-"
currently reading a weird book called "hero-type", talks about this boy and his dark secret that makes you teeth grind cos he'll only reveal so much in the beginning and you get worked up at the author for the suspense and and you start to sweat because the book's too exciting and your eyes start to pop from reading too much and you feel like sleeping afterward because it's dragging on and on about his heroic behaviour... and whatever. i havent got to the end. oops! :D

haha. the last bit about the dragging ons crap, they tell about his rise and fall. like, not the kind of book you'll pick up when you want to do a book review.

lol? why am i rambling about such weird stuff?
mundane life going on.
cant be helped.

okay, i feel half awake.

24 hours. is all i need to wake myself up,
i hope... ...

dont disappoint! xD

2008-12-16T12:11:00.001+08:00

lol, dont be alarmed by the homework scramble thing, i'll work around it! :D

ahh. nothing to post, just to liven this thing up.

越来越爱！，她好幸运！

2008-12-15T12:22:00.003+08:00

i'm in one of my scream out loud moods. but obviously when you live 10 stories high and have 9 stories of living beings to care about below you (not to mention 3 more stories of beings above me), you cant do it. -.-"" i'm just sleepy, even though i woke up rather late. greatt.

that was so random!
oh great, homework's bugging me.
yes, go ahead, i should have completed it long time ago. like a whole month, given that i'm miss... what word should i use? particular? call it plain kiasu-ism. :D

lol, why am i engaging myself in this? i'm super talking to myself. -.-"
haha. depends on how you look at it.

i'm just not in any mood to start homeworking.
HELP.
randomness alerts. -.-

4 and 10 more days.
wow, i will seriously miss it.

2008-12-14T18:35:00.001+08:00

hoho.. when was the last time i posted??
i have this widescreen moniter in front of me and it makes my eyes pop.
the colours are so bright, striking, outstanding, vibrant.
you get the picture.

lol. i dont know what's going to happen tmr, or what will happen to me the day after.
omtian. hope that everything's alright.
STOP WORRYING...

hmm... 5 and 11 more days.
and i miss it already.

2008-12-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

hohoho. i'm like wasting my time on the comp!
watching a mystery show that makes you squirm because the main character's so smart. -.-
actually, i just think he thinks one step further.

what am i saying anyway, and what do you care? haha
tried to do chem holiday assignments. left out the lengthy answers questions. they are asking hard ones! i dont even know how to structure. sad. next year, i might end up hating chemistry.

hohum.

nvm.
for the first and last time: PI LI MIT! :D
or did i say it the last time. lol.

2008-12-07T20:18:00.004+08:00

1.The person who tag/pass you: Sim Li Xuan
2.Your relationship with her: Sworn Enemies!
3.Your 5 first impressions of her: English, Smart, LoudVoice, Nice, Friendly( no, i'm not bullshiiting. haha.)
4.The most memorable thing she has done for you: Nothing much really, since she's my sworn enemy!
5.The most memorable thing she has said to you: probably that i had a good attitude -.-"
6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will: We hate each other remember?
7.If he/she becomes your lover, the thing she will have to improve on is: Die a horrible death?
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: She already is. -.-"
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: I don't know? why ar? lawls.
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Change her life.
11.Your overall impression of him/her is: Chatty!
12.How you think people around you will feel about you: idk, probably something bad.
13.The characters you love of yourself are: -Nil-
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are: Many things. that i have a big mouth and i think too much and i care too much?!
15.The most ideal person you want to be is: :D Christlike!
16.For people who care & like you, say something to them: ILY too! wait, its not the like like but like as in "you're a nice person" kind of mentality right?!

Pass(no i'm not passing it specifically to these 10, you wanna do it? feel free!) this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you:

1. Zhang Min
2. Hui Yi
3. Vanessa Chua
4. Steph
5. Yu Shan
6. -Blank- couldnt come up with any name, :O
7. Laura
8. Sebrina
9. Marilyn
10. Rachel Lee

1.Is number 6 having relationship? there's no number six! xD
HOHOHO.

2.Is number 9 a male or female? (Marilyn)
Female!

3.If number 7 & 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing? (Laura and RL)
haha. RL has many partners!

4.What is number 2 studying about? (HY!)
Human anotomy. haha

5.When was the last time you had a chat with number 3? (Vanessa)
Ages ago. :(

6.What kind of music does number 8 like? (Sebrina)
probably romantic stuff. most probably not frh though

7.Does number 1 have any siblings? (ZM)
1 younger sister and one older sister

8.Will you woo number 3? (Vanessa)
:O.

9.How about number 7? (Laura)
:O. do you realise what my list consists of? GIRL NAMES! GIRLS!

10.Is number 4 single? (Steph)
If she were attached, i'd better know.

11.What is the surname of number 5? (Yu Shan)
Lee

12.What's the hobby of number 10? (Rachel Lee)
Sports? and probably just playing with her dogs.

13.Does number 5 & 9 get along well? (Yu Shan and Marilyn)
good to go!

14.Where is number 2 studying at? (HY)
PRCS

15.Talk something casually about number 1. (ZM)
Hello! Long Time no SEE!

16.Have you tried developing feelings for number 6? -nil-
if i fell for noone that will be spot on!~

17.Where does number 9 live at? (Marilyn)
Somewhere in singapore. how to tell! so private and confidential!

18.What colours does number 4 like? (Steph)
LimeGreen!

19.Are number 1 & 5 best friends? (Zm and Yu Shan)
how to answer ar?

20.Does number 1 have any pets? (Zm)
Cats, fishes and idk. i dunno how's her life now sadly speaking.

21.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Laura)
HOHO. what do you think?

22.What is number 6 doing now? -Nil-
(Yuck, sick question)strike that one out! i thought it said "WHO IS" omg. -.-" cocked eyed. well, what is noone doing now? hahahaha.

23.Do you like number 8? (Sebrina)
Sure i do! :D

2008-12-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

sheesh.
dug up some really good news.
but decided against it.
-.-""

lol. i will forget this in about two weeks, cos i dont understand what i'm saying.

-.-"

2008-12-05T12:39:00.002+08:00

okay. posting again. this time it wont be lengthy. -.-"

my countdown!
1 week.
14days
20days

lol.

2008-12-04T21:06:00.002+08:00

lol. back to the simple life. i mean normal life. -.-"
haha. the few things that i'll miss will probably be the teevee programmes. the GTV and CTV and TTV and whatever dian tai you want to name i want to watch it. lol. now all i can count on is ECITY, that channel 56. -.- which i happen not to have. CTI 36, kang xi lai le....
omytian, i'm ranting about taiwanese entertainment. da xue sheng liao mei.. lawls. go youtube and surf for these programmes. i probably wont laugh twice as much here than there. -.- there's like 125 channels. including channel [V]. then again why am i talking so much about the teevee there!?! -.- weird person.

then there's the cold weather. lol. i didnt have to worry about sweating.... but nah. the weather here's nice. xD although its hotter, need to switch modes. from like hot baths to lukewarm baths or even cold water baths altogether.

i'm seriously wacked. haha
didnt shop much, realised i wasnt a shopping kind of person. -.-"and i was probably left with the most money. -.-

i dunno how to thank the people there, the people whom i have crossed paths with, they have taken really good care of us for our week there. and the next family that was willing to put me up. even thank you cant cover what they've done for us. seriously.

thats why the verse:
" each of you should not only look to the interests of yourself but also to the interests of others"
wow.

on a lighter note!
i visited the Gong Zhu Xiao Mei place. well the mansion part of it anyway. only the outer scenery was used. it was really BIG.

then i had many cups of nai cha. or milk tea. and the amount of pearls that they included made me grow sick of it. it filled like one third of the cup. over here its about one or two scoops. over there they scoop macham for free de. haha.

and i got really touched by the corps work there.
amazing.

2008-12-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

i hope this computer types in english. haha it does! xD

well, i'm about a day away from going home. a little sad and well, relieved at the same time. haha.
sad cos i love this place. -.-" i dont even perspire! okay, sweat if my spelling sucks. haha
relieved cos i dont have to keep blowing my hands to keep them warm.
and i can also say: I"M HOME FOR CHRISTMAS! :D
-.-" its like 22 days away, which is a lot. but it always turns out to be way to fast before you even know it. lawls.
and there's that thing which i have to attend...
and there's training! and friendly match!
and stories to tell. hahah.
too many things to talk about ready,
these 11 or 12 or 10 plus days here
has made me seen many things.
and learnt new things
and at the same time forget the old..

the last 3 lines is random. -.-"
haha. the shopping here is madness! :D
too bad i dont grow money trees.
lol.
money or life.
of course life.
LAME.

byebye for now. see you in singapore!! :D:D

2008-11-21T11:20:00.005+08:00

came to a sudden revalation. i dont know what i'm thinking. but hear me out...

when it comes to studies. i'm an easy person. throw me something and i'll get it done to the best of my ability.
so it doesnt matter which subject comb i end up in. ultimately, everyone would be taking the same exam, same paper, in the same room.
so, i stuck with my decision to the end. and i wont regret it. i will deal with the consequences later. even if it means me not being happy...

care to read a ramble? lol. feel free. its just to clear up matters.
and for one. i'm not smart.

REALLY.

1 and 28 more days.
that probably makes me feel a lot better.
28 long daaaaaayyyss.

2008-11-20T11:09:00.002+08:00

lol. i'm sitting here everyday at this exact period of time to post stuff. -.-" and it always ends up in weird ramblings and some comments that i wont remember in 10 years to come.. unless i trackback the dates. -.-" like who remembers what happened when they turned one? i didnt even know i had a one month birthday cake till i saw a photo of it! -.-"" lol. why am i even bothering about such things. sheesh!

dad went to get the books for sec3!
like omgomg? first i was in 1/9 and then 2/9. now i'm in another one(class) with a mix of people i dont think i can mix with. hahahaa. -.-"

mixed bags. mixed signs. mixed signals. mixed feelings. mixed up.
29 more days. i'm kinda missing it already...

i should forget.
but its hard.
cos it keeps coming right back up.
muddled. BEFUDDLED.

2008-11-19T11:04:00.002+08:00

lollll... why am i even posting its a wednesday and i'm in one of my really weird moods. the kind when you wanna go beach and scream those kind. eh wait. i feel rather calm. -.-" more like i want to see the beach and soak up its serenity. yeah! :D

-.-"" the sky is blue!
the sea is green!
i dunno where i got that from. 0.o
可能是我弄出来的！-.-""
yeah. green and blue are the calm colours,
i'm not posting any sense. -.-""

也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕哭... suddenly thought of that line :D:D
1 and 30 more days. not to events that i care about, i just made myself realise...