Thursday, May 08, 2008
trying to swallow the disappointment down//
its so random. i mean i have nth to worry about and...actually there is but i cant undo it. so. why fret the whole darn day and like...just need to get over it. itsssss ovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr. seriously, psychology doesnt work on me. D: and my spelling's still not up to scratch. SAD.
anyway. yeah. if you would've guess, maths paper 2 today.
shant think too much about it. its the beginning of the road down disappointment for me. i dunno how to put it. its all mixed up like cement right now. got distracted just now. it broke my chain of thoughts.
I THINK TOO MUCH. PERIOD.
maybe, i should stop all this deep thinking altogether.
makes life more carefree and easy to live. more empty. yet lived to the fullest.
get what i mean?
so to he** to the papers i did.
just get results and jump up and down the wall/building.
but the latter's impossible..
i have a bright future! :D:D.
its sucidalllllll......... =.="""
no poems. eh wait. feel like one!
making faces in the air(7)
whispering many things(5)
rising meaningful eyebrows(7)
signals that misunderstand.(5?)
trying a hiaku out.
looks like it failed.
SOBS. I'm OUT! :D
still too many things on my mind.
I NEED THE-RAPY
/THE-RAPIST.
oh no. obscence!