came to a sudden revalation. i dont know what i'm thinking. but hear me out...

when it comes to studies. i'm an easy person. throw me something and i'll get it done to the best of my ability.
so it doesnt matter which subject comb i end up in. ultimately, everyone would be taking the same exam, same paper, in the same room.
so, i stuck with my decision to the end. and i wont regret it. i will deal with the consequences later. even if it means me not being happy...

care to read a ramble? lol. feel free. its just to clear up matters.
and for one. i'm not smart.

REALLY.

1 and 28 more days.
that probably makes me feel a lot better.
28 long daaaaaayyyss.

lol. i'm sitting here everyday at this exact period of time to post stuff. -.-" and it always ends up in weird ramblings and some comments that i wont remember in 10 years to come.. unless i trackback the dates. -.-" like who remembers what happened when they turned one? i didnt even know i had a one month birthday cake till i saw a photo of it! -.-"" lol. why am i even bothering about such things. sheesh!

dad went to get the books for sec3!
like omgomg? first i was in 1/9 and then 2/9. now i'm in another one(class) with a mix of people i dont think i can mix with. hahahaa. -.-"

mixed bags. mixed signs. mixed signals. mixed feelings. mixed up.
29 more days. i'm kinda missing it already...

i should forget.
but its hard.
cos it keeps coming right back up.
muddled. BEFUDDLED.

lollll... why am i even posting its a wednesday and i'm in one of my really weird moods. the kind when you wanna go beach and scream those kind. eh wait. i feel rather calm. -.-" more like i want to see the beach and soak up its serenity. yeah! :D

-.-"" the sky is blue!
the sea is green!
i dunno where i got that from. 0.o
可能是我弄出来的！-.-""
yeah. green and blue are the calm colours,
i'm not posting any sense. -.-""

也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕哭... suddenly thought of that line :D:D
1 and 30 more days. not to events that i care about, i just made myself realise...

darnn.. dunno what i did to my hand that makes it feel like its loose and numb. T_T left hand that is. and what better time....... nvm.

lol. i'm counting down -.-" i'm going off on sat! :D for youth camp. will only be back next month. will only post if i have the mood.
hawhaw, dont miss me. -.-" like anyone ever did!


i notice my words come out in chunks. like they dont go together sometimes. :D
like i'll divert my attention to something then come back to the point again.
nvm. i guess its my pattern. -.-"

2, 4 and 31 more days. LAWLS.

okay.. i dont see why i am updating this thing. i rarely get tagged -.-" maybe i should make it a rule here... ah. waste your time and mine. dont pay attention to this at all!

haha. just came home from _ _ _.
went for _ _ _.
had a sob story i tell you. -.-" want to know ask me if you have the time space and $$. okay... weird.

4, 33more days to things i care about.
tmr's the crunch time.. argh..

haha... before this gets really mucky and mushy and before tears start welling up in my eyes. i'd better say that its the end! but its a beginning.

good news: got into the class that i wanted
bad news: got into a class that i dont like.
weird news: contradicting good and bad news
even weirder news: i will miss not taking biology
even even weirder news: i could have made it to biology.
even even even even weirder news: -

i'm being lame.
i just miss 2/9.
shucks.

i'm like sadded beyond sadness? haha. cos my pro com crashed last night. SOBS. and the most coincidental thing was that the last words it had shown was "EXIT" in big block letters. hoho.

now i'm stuck with one with no word or ppt. -.-" and internet explorer 6. nvm. i'm blessed to even have one :D so lol. ignore the qualms and complains. those are secondary.

there's nothing interesting to post here. bah.(wow, havent used that in a uber long time)

ew. lingo. byebye people...
and happy birthday zhang min, once again.

today, i'll be sobbing my eyes out.
but i' going to say this. twonine will forever be. because we're still alive on this planet and we have kept the memories in our hearts. so, no it isnt the end of us, its just the beginning...
we need to learn to survive in our new class! but old friends arent forgotten! lawls.


i'm seriously not talking sense. it sounds like some chim idoit who doesnt know what shutting up means. haha. thats me!

hoho. finally changed the skin.

but there's this horrible white line beside the image..
i'm too dumb to not know how to get rid of it.
oh whatever.

watch PI LI MIT mans. if you're the kind who likes suspense and erm. 炎亚纶..

haha.

Music Quiz :D [VERSION 2!]
Using Itunes. Because my phone is dominated with chinese songs. hahaha. i still have my english roots to take care of.

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.


1) How are you feeling today?
You & Me- Lifehouse
hmmm.." cos it's you and me and all of the people"
"nothing to prove"　Me and GOD! cool!

2) Will you get far in life?
Unto You- Planet Shakers
"i stand here in awe of you"
"all of my days belong to you" :D
with GOD anything's possible. so its a yes :D


3) What’s your best friend’s theme song?
Secret(Slow)- Bu neng Shou De Mimi OST
the piano thing. no words to describe, but its rather sad. so hoho. emotive person!

4) What is the story of your life?
Nothing But the Blood- Matt Redman
" Jeses it's your Blood!!!!!!!!!!"
i got save by him!

5) What was high school like?
找幸福给你－飞轮海
Wow, it was one where i found happiness for a certain someone. but who?

6) How can you get ahead with life?
When you're Gone- Avril Lavigne
when someone is gone? ee. so evil
move on ba.

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
Mighty To Save- Hillsongs
hoho. i can still save them!
" MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE, HE IS MIGHTY TO SAVE~"

8) Describe your grandparents.
Beautiful Disaster-Kelly Clarkson
omtian. this is wrong.

9) How’s your life going?
All of my Days-Hillsong
"and my eyes,they look to you unto you always,all of my days i'll sing of your greatness"
:D speaks for itself.
"with your love in my life"


10) What will be played at my funeral?
If i aint got you- Alicia Keys
haha, my loved ones will miss me?


11) Will you have a happy life?
I want to see Jesus- Planet Shakers
YES, cos i'll be with HIM! :D GOD! :D

12) What do your friends really think of you?
Great is our GOD- unknown
it's because of GOD? this doesnt really suit the question. yuck, its like i'm some deity.

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Here i am to worship/call- Hillsong
the answer is clear: NO.


14) How can you make yourself happy?
How Does it feel- Avril Lavigne
"i'm not afraid of anything, just need to know that i can breathe"
Settle out all differences. hohoho.


15) What should you do with your life?
Confessions of a broken Heart- Lindsey Lohan
Confess! :D

16) Will you ever have children?
What hurts the most- Rascal FLatts
haha, it'll hurt alright!
" what hurts the most, was being so close"
omy. twice bad news.. -.-"

17) What song would you strip to?
I let you go again- The Faders
oh my. i dunno much about this song. in any case, all the previous songs that came up before this were totally not for this question. actually including this one. i wont strip!

18) What does your mom think of you?
Little By Little- Marion Raven
haha. "little by little, i think we'll understand this, little by little i think we'll comprehend it, little by little you'll take me outside hand?!" sorry, inaccurate lyrics. she understands me little by little each day?


19) What is your deep, dark secret?
God will make a way
:D yeah. always. no secret about that one!

20) What is your enemy’s theme song?
Secret(Fast)
Stark contrast to my best friend's theme song. actually not really. but ooo. they have the same song to different speeds. what does this mean hmmm?


21) Whats your personality like?
Everyday- HSM2 OST
hoho. rachel remember the take water from me song!
i dont see the link

22) What will be played at your wedding?
Til i see you
wow.

hoho. the glare's just irritating. ><. like omtian!

Music Quiz :D
[using my phone songs for this.] haha. i should try using all my players!

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.


1) How are you feeling today?
一支独秀(Greatness)-Luo Zhi Xiang.
我不再做某某某 要你记住我...i feel that i shouldnt be a nobody but a somebody whom you remember?! okay. cool.


2) Will you get far in life?
出口(Exit) weird song to describe..
that means no! D: its when a relationship goes wrong, i need to find a way out but i cant because i have lost my direction in life?!

3) What’s your best friend’s theme song?
Lalala 爱情密码(Lalala Love's Secret）- Genie Zhuo
somewhat suitable,its about being there for a person. more like lover! okay. this seriously doesn't make sense

4) What is the story of your life?
爱的王道-飞轮海(i dont know the tranlation for this!)
weird to describe life.
我知道
堅持就是愛的王道
對你的
付出 一定收得到
不動搖
你就是我愛的王道
我的肩膀
只讓你依靠


5) What was high school like?
不想懂得-张韶涵
cool. i dont want to know what high school's like! xDD

6) How can you get ahead with life?
永不消失的彩虹-卓文萱
become blind? find someone who can take care of me. wow. dependence. scary~~

7) Whats the best thing about your friends?
This is Me- Demi Lavato
that they understand who i am for what i am?!? cool.

8) Describe your grandparents.
快乐崇拜-潘伟波+张韶涵
they're happy? yay!

9) How’s your life going?
我不会唱歌-罗志祥
i broke up with someone?! nah. inaccurate? but in literal sense, as in taking it literally, i really cant sing. :D for nuts.


10) What will be played at my funeral?
When you look me in the eyes- Jonas Brothers
eee!! that's so freaky!~?!?! look me in the eyes. eh wait there's this line
"when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven..." uhh, still freaky.


11) Will you have a happy life?
Breathe- Michelle Branch
i guess so?
"if i just breathe,let it fill the space between, i'll know everything's
alright, breathe, every little piece of me you'll see everything's alright if i just breathe."
so breathe! :D

12) What do your friends really think of you?
新窝-飞轮海+S.H.E
“只要 在你身边
我就 省掉思念
时间只用来眷恋
我要 在你身边
尽情 浪费喜悦
也许 一待就永远“

does it speak for itself?!

13) Do people secretly lust after you?
Crush- David Archuleta
i think i'll take that as people have a crush on me, no lust. i'm underaged.
freaky yet again.


14) How can you make yourself happy?
专属天使-Tank
find a guardian angle?! eh. i love this song kay!


15) What should you do with your life?
i'm yours- Jason Mraz
"open up your mind and see like me? open up your plans and **** you're free, look into your heart and you'll find love love love love love..." okok. "i won't hesistate no more,it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need..."
i think its telling me to hang loose.

16) Will you ever have children?
S.O.S- Jonas Brothers
omtian. i won't, IVF/IUI= the S.O.S?!
haha. not satisfied with this one. lawls.

17) What song would you strip to?
Stay with you- Fahrenheit
no. i wont even strip for that matter. nooo wayy. and this song happens to rock, so
no no no no no. pure evil and its crude. the song's family oriented!


18) What does your mom think of you?
Next Plane Home- Daniel Powter
erm, i should be whisked off to boarding school in england and catch the next plane home? lol. weird!


19) What is your deep, dark secret?
Love Makes the World go Round- the PPG song. LOL!
huh, my dark secret is loving? nope, it aint cos i love GOD! :D

20) What is your enemy’s theme song?
Does Anybody Hear Her- Casting Crowns
wow. he/she wants to be heard. haha. sometimes enemy's need a listening ear, so i'm all ears whoever hates me! hinthint


21) Whats your personality like?
Burnin' Up- Jonas Brothers
"i'm hot, you're cold"
in your face Darryl! :D


22) What will be played at your wedding?
幸福氧气-卓文萱
suits it alright!

yup. so i'm done. do it if you're bored. it gives you fresh insides! xD

woops! i'm thinking too much stargirl. what with the solstice and befuddled. haha. check out my mood!

lol. have training later. like after two weeks (xP)
dunno how's it going to turn out like. feel like a loner for now. like really solitary and isolated. i'm using really emo words. :D actually they're synonyms of alone. i feel alone? what a joke! :D

ignore the above para. its me trying to impress myself with my v.cab. gosh. i'm a serious weirdo. yup.

4,14,16 more days. dates that i care about.
what am i saying these days.

lawls. i'm currently in a cramped out room with a convex screen monitor. in other words, not flat screened in other other words not my main computer. SOBS. haha. i'm busying myself with quizzes and other really random stuff that kills boredom straight in the eyeballs. -.- boredome can become alive you know(s) xDD. hahahaaaaaa.


Name 15 people. At the end of the survey choose 10 people to tag. Name the people before reading the questions.[Random Order ]

1]Zhang Min
2]Rachel Lee
3]Yu Shan
4]Vanessa Chua
5]Veronica
6]Hui Yi
7]Marilyn (cousin)
8]Marilyn Low
9]Melissa Lim(Church!)
10]Tina (Church!)
11]Steph :D
12]Celeste
13]Laura
14]Li Xuan
15]Charmaine

Q1) What is your relationship with 14? (LiXuan)
We're sworn enemies. haha. although the hate's one-sided. xD

Q2) Do you love 6? (Hui Yi)
ILY HUI YIIIII!

Q3) Did you see 13 naked before? (Laura)
Huh. NOPE!

Q4) How did you know 5? (Veronica)
We're in the same class. and we started talking when it was in Sec 1, when we had camp!

Q5) Is 9 a boy or girl? (Melissa)
Girl la.

Q6) Is 7 your best friend? (Marilyn)
Better than best? she's my cousin for pete's sake! haha. we share similar interests. no prizes for guessing what it is!

Q7) What is 12's full name? (Celeste)
Lee Si Lei Celeste!

Q8) Can 4 be in a relationship with you? (Vanessa Chua)
Nah. she's like in love with her hot BF haha. but virtually impossible, given our xing bie!(gender)

Q9) Who does 2 always hang out with? (Rachel Lee)
Muhahaha. the people i hang out with. -.- like 1-4 and 6!!

Q10) What school does 10 go to? (Tina)
It's supposed to be SP but she has long graduated. -.- now she's like working!

Q11) What is 11's telephone no.?
Same as mine.. For me to know and for you to find out :D:D

Q12) What did 1 tells you that you'll always remember? (Zhang Min)
hoho. didnt see this question coming. probably our convos during n.balls la. and her life aspirations. go for it brother!

Q13) Are you very close to 15? (Charmaine)
Ke yi shou shi, ye ke yi shou bu shi.

Q14) What is the very special thing about 3 that you like most?
She's my oldest friend xD and her big eyess. YEAH!

Q15) What do you hate about 8 most?
HATE MOST? i think only have LOVE MOST. :D

Tag 10 people:
do you want to do it?


lol. like see. -.- this kind of thing also kills time. i dunno how long i took. about 15 mins. if i mei you ji cuo. -.-
i'm becoming too cheena for my own good. hahha

nah. english's still and art to me.

lawls. google chrome -.-' try it! its super cute and cool.

hohoho. spamming quizzes like siao. take your time to read! ^^


1) Last night, did u go to sleep happy?
Duhh. :D

2) When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?
Long time back?? I have STM

3) Anyone told you a secret this week?
i'm currently shut out from the outside world. its home home home!

4) Did you have a good day yesterday?
YEAHHHH.

5) What was the highlight of today?
Sleeping on the Bus

6) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
When i go to bed.

7) What happened at 3:00pm today?
On the bus or erm. slacking at kallang -.-

8) When was the last time you took a picture with your number 1 friend?
i dont have a number one friend...
they're all number one. -.- :D Class photo ba, long time ago. which seemed like yesterday. IF ONLY!

10) Do you hate anyone?
Yes, nobody,
cos nobody's perfect D: sobs sobs

11) Do they know who they are?
Nobody knows everyone! Cos nobody's perfect! -.-

12) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Chocolate, kitkat. try it. M&Ms too! the red packet :D:D
but fine. bread laa

13) When did you last cry?
Forgot.

14) Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?
Collasp? Not literally. but slept on it when i was back in kindergarten. -.-

15) Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
I dunno how to evaluate relationships :D

17) When was the last time you bought something?
Long time i guess? i'm not a spendthrift.

18) Have you ever told someone you love them?
Erm. not that it was seriously loving the person seriously.. uhh lawls.

19) Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong?
if you're wrong, is it still an argument?!

21) Where are you right now?
On earth.

22) Is there anyone that calls you baby?
No?

23) In the next 2 months what are you looking forward to the most?
TAIWAN TAIWAN TAIWAN.
Class Chalet.
i want my piao!

24) Why?
Cos i get to hang loose?
and have a so called LIFE.

25) Who did you last called?
Forgot. i clear my call logs.

26) What are you thinking of right now?
many things?
fill in the blank especially. :D

27) You partied? When and where was the last time?
When i turn 18 ask me again. or even 21

30) Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online?
If the person wants me to i would -.-
but yes. i think. was dying to talk to the person. (:

31) When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
LANG MAN LANG MAN! NI XU YAO DE SHI... LANG MAN!
LANG MAN LANG MAN! NI XU YAO DE SHI... LANG MAN!!!!!!!!! ahh. cute.

33) Did you tell someone something today?
ER no?

34) Do you like make-up?
Depends? Light make-up would do.
i hate the one back in pri 5. EW. made me look like ghost :D

35) Do you like dressing up?
For school dramas, yes!

36) Have you ever considered a sex change?
Several times.

38) What will you buy next?
YAN CHANG HUI PIAO.
fly to japan manxxzzzx.

32) Have any crazy family members?
Not that i know of :D

39) Are you bored?
Maybe

40) What's on your mind right now?
This came up again!
:D:D:D//

41) What are you wearing?
Cloth sewned together.

42) Any plans for today?
nope

44) What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
I cleared my call log :D

45) What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?
original? i dont do gatorade. D:

46) What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Undisclosed.

48) What's beside you right now?
CO2 O2 And N/ -.-" AIR.

49) Where do you want to be right now?
Many places at once.

50) What is it that you find so hard to forget?
IDOLS......

MY NAME --- JAIME
1. Four letter word ; Jump
2. Boy name ; Jasper
3. Girl name ; Jermaine
4. Occupation ; Janitor
5. Colour ; Jolly green #9CCB19(in case you were wondering!)
6. Something you wear ; Jumper
7. Beverage ; Juice
8. Food ; Jelly
9. Place ; Jamaca
10. Something found in bathroom ; J-hooks? omytian.
11. Reason for being late ; Just felt like it.
12. Something you shout ; Jerk?
13. Font ; Jokerman :D
14. TV show ; Just Run!(Korean 0.0)
15. Song Title ; Just so you'd know

my post got shut off the face of my face! (its supposed to be earth, but who wants exaggeration around here)

darnnnnn.

1)Whats your full name?
JAIME YSX

2)Do you like your first name?
Y some letter some letter? erm. it makes me share the same name as a certain someone? i guess so? weird question!~

3)How long have you liked the person you currently like?
LIKE FOREVER -hinthint-

4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
someone kissed me on the cheek. but eer, you found the wrong person. i dont give kisses, yet anyway.

5)Did you cry today?
does fake crying count? crocodile tears? -.-

6)What are you doing this morning at 8am?
erm. going back to tampines to waste time. :D

7)What are you doing an hour ago?
its still morning. so i was wide awake and breathing.

8)What are you currently doing?
randomising myself in this senseless questionaire.

9)Who last texted you a msg?
Hui Yi!!

10)Have to told anybody that you love them today?
Nope. :P

11)Do you miss anyone now?
oh, hohoho. yes many. no prizes for who's on top :D

12)Any plans for tomorrow?
Church, hang out with Youth. :D

13)What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
Nothing, go ask my friends. yeah sure i'm a weird one.

14)Is there anyone you want to be with now?
DUH.

15)Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
I wish i could!

16)Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
probably someone that shouldnt be mentioned here. okay, many people. and if only memories were a person.

17)Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
Zhangmin( her name appears everywhere! :D)

18)Which of your friend stays closest to you?
Apparently, i think we're in the middle of a communication breakdown. i cant pick up the phone half the time because i'm afraid of it T_T

19)Do you prefer to call or to text?
Text, call only for serious issues. pronto.

20)Was yesterday better than today?
Well, yeah, sorta. but i cant say right now. its 9.49 am!

21)Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
In camps i could! and yes fine i can. i'm probably the worse no life person here.

22)Are you mad about anything now?
Yes, i want the piaos. sob story.

23)Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
One with GOD in it. Definately.

24)Last person you visited in a hospital?
My grandma?

25)When is your last and second last hug?
I hugged so many people a week ago. omt. maybe it was afiqah then vanessa chua :D

6)What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
Hui Yi: Wow. haha dont ask. :D

27)How do you feel about your life now?
i'm so random?!?

28)Do you hate anyone?
Yeah, nobody.
cos nobody's perfect.

29)Last person you called?
Home

30)Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
i have equal ratios i think. i dont even reach 200 in a month. how am i supposed to know the absolute majority?!!

which month?
LOOK UP THERE.

31)Is your room messy now?
The room i'm in yes
My real bedroom yes
My temporary bedroom not really. -.-

32)Who will be mad if your room is messy?
'Rents, more towards the female.

33)Your shortest relationship?
"About a week and a half"
just kidding. havent been in one. but am in one that will last quite a long time for now...

34)Who do you look like?
Stupid Answer: JAIME YSX
Intelligent Answer: A typical human being
Elaborated Answer: Numerous people have told me i look like this look like that, but i dont. so make do with the first two answers -.-


and, no. i'm not in some kind of BGR -.- go figure.