this aint gonna be lengthy? i hope so... lol. got so many things in my mind! but its only a few or even none that i'll tell here. i have better options to do.

OMGGGGGGGGGG. i deleted the contentsss. was it meant to be???? pulls hair out..


it seems like things are going down the wrong lane..I FORGOT THE REST. OMTTTIAN. I HATE THIS.

forget it. i lost the inspiration. D:
maybe a poem works?

that smile
lingers

ALWAYS

those jokes
ringing

ALWAYS

the times
reminisence

ALWAYS

the fulgy
gone and back again

ALWAYS


this, now, present
unwanted

DEFINATELY

to forgive
courage

DEFINATELY

all wounds
healing

DEFINATELY

but only yet

making it right
satisfy
things this way
dispised
two parties
fighting
hatered
invisible

but only yet

this ending
wishful
realisation
thoughtful
targets
existing

but only yet.

ever felt like the day wouldnt turn out right somehow or like something's just out of place?? lol feel like that today. no mood and feeling feeble. well. hope its pyscological but lol. i've deprived myself of sleep for the past few days. either 12 midnight or 11 plus plus. going twelve. i dunno why i'm doing this to myself anyway. -.- oh my tian. such weird ramblings.

but seriously. its the weirdest day on earth
maths, isaac's mensuration is seriously good. O_o
history, justus topped the test. O_O O_o
history, tied with stefanie's group. haha. lol. we're equally good la.

dunnoo. hai. one word fits all. WEIRD. nah. its just that i've lagged out of my existance altogether.

ORAL's a total failure and 100% disaster. =O

hahahaaaaaaa. i have nth better to do. and poems are haunting me yet again. lol. am i one who doesnt wish to see people get poetry slammed?! :D:D tsktsk

QUIZZZZZZZZ; i thank you so much LIXUAN(ahem, yang shui xD) REVENGE IS SWEETTTTTT.

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsers you an air ticket.
TAIWAN/ AMERICA/ some western country -.-

#2 Whats you're favourite thing to do.
procrestinating.

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness.
no. but if material things satisfy you. HAHA// sure!

#4 If you were given a chance to recieve something, what would it be.
salvation of mankind :D (same dream laura..)

#5 Things i cant live without.
papaG! :D

#6 What are you afraid to lose.
friends & families...

#7 If you win 1million dollars, what would you do.
charity and errrrrrrr. i dunno, that day probably wont happen. for anything else. i shall charge it to my credit card. T_T whatever..

#8 What do you dream of becoming in the future.
A mafia?

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave this survey.
errrr...
talks a lot!
nice to talk to!
nice person to sit with. -.- haha

#10 What makes you happy.
reading boarder perspectives??

#11 What type of person do you hate most.
speechless. what every one else hates -.-

#12 If you could have a superpower what would it be.
mind-reading.

#13 Would you go for happiness or money.
happiness..without doubt.

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life.
GOD! and Friends and Family. DUH

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him.
eer. no.

#16 Who was the last person that hugged you.
errr. dont rmb.

#17 What is the one thing you want badly now.
to go to sleep and probably dont wake up -.-"

#18 Who are you close to?
friends and families -.-

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him.
EERR! depends. :D dont fancy anyone now.

#20 If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be.
not be here. :D

7things that scare you:
1charmaine attempting to kiss me. lols.
2mrs ang.
3sudden outbursts.
4stefanie poking my ribcage
5having two emotions at one time.
6my ankle ballooning into a golfball
7ZM broken wrist. no.i dont want to imagine.

7 things that you like most:
err?

7 important things in my room:
1stuff toy collection
2messy desk
3junk drawers
4wardrobe
a lion(i'm just kidding)
and a witch.(i'm just kidding)
5the oxygen
6the COtwo i breathe out
7my bed

7 random facts about me:
i'm random. seriously
the only time i'm serious is when i say i'm lame. (lol.)
i can roll my tounge into this flower shape
i can straighten my fingers upwards
i'm dumb
i have Semi-stm
i have overdone myself.

7 things I plan to do before I die:
i have many more things to do before i die! T_T

7things I can do:
breathe
eat
crap
spell
answer a call
use a computer
do this quiz.

7 things I can't do:
EER!

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
[blank]

7 things that I usually say
eeeeeeeerrrrrrrrr. i dont really have regular conversations.

7 People to do this questionaire:
you wanna do this?

haha. should take this slowly! :D cos i wanna skive on homework D: ok like i have two assignments left. all the writing to be done SADNESS and then i have art prep sketches. double boo. for the first time i'm not the in the mood cos i totally did the hardest intepretation of "FLIGHT", regretting my ideas now. but cant seem to change it cos i dont have anymore bright ideas. triple BOOness. lawls. i'll work to it somehow! JIA YOU :D

was watching the olympics just now -.- and my whole house shook from crazy shoutings. haha. dont wanna talk about it. it's only between the fall walls of my home! go figure! :D

and so. i'm gonna while away my monday in rotting style, cos its just plain boring. i'm so not looking foward to tues. cos i hate tuesdays. somehow. and i have wed even more. dreads thurs even further. fri. is an alright day.



LOL. save me from crapping.